I'm Angry

[Beanovsky Durst]

So I got into my first wreck today. My fucking breaks idk just stopped working. I hit a back of a truck and I bashed my head against the wheel and my radiator is fucked and obviously so is my front bumper. I got stuck on the hitch of his truck so it was a bitch to get off. My head hurts, I feel like shit and I'm fucking depressed now because it feels like I can't do fucking anything right. My dad would be disappointed and I don't blame him.

Damn... I know how that feels. My best wishes for you, keep your head up, fortunately you are still alive and that's always a good thing.

[Guest]

As much as I like overtime pays I've been working 11hrs or 12hrs of work these days. It's kinda getting stressful working straight days and got to time for myself to chill or drink.

[Bertha]

Went to the doctor today because my eye has been bothering me. Turns out I'll need to go to a specialist...have some swollen optic nerves. Could be something very serious where he'll need to take blood work and spinal fluid, or he could just give me a steroid shot and wait for the swelling to go down. Wont know until after Friday. Going to be expensive too.

[HouseofHerrera]

Stay Above

Sorry about ur issues, why don't u just Stay above? -Link Removed by an Angry Mod-

[Darkmoon]

You know what? Not only do I consider this spam, I'm tempted to say it's insulting to suggest your podcast can help someone whose having serious issues with there eyes is gonna be made all better by your podcast. Or even made to feel better.

I truly hope I do not find any more links to this thing on my wanders. This is now three infraction points. Next will be six. I double the number of infraction points for each spam post.

[HouseofHerrera]

Why are caps important?

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[Summoner]

Mildly pissed. Having some romantic problems, which have me worried about my girlfriend. Other than that, I hate not being able to even get to the fucking store because of my stupid-ass broken leg.

[Malice]

I'm pissed at both myself and the world. Mostly myself.

I quit my job 3 months ago and haven't been able to find another one since. The reason I quit is because the stress was eating me alive. The whole store was terrible, management didn't give a fuck about anyone, and it seemed the only one doing real work was me.

Still, I look back and it was a terrible decision to quit. Now I'm just sitting here in bills up to my neck, with no money to pay them. If something doesn't happen soon, I don't know what the hell I'll do.

Moral of the story: Don't quit your job, kids. Even if it's stressful as hell, don't let the emotions get to you. Keep plugging until you find something better. Don't be a dunce like me.

[biohazard_star]

I just realized how much of a wreck my life is. I could have been out there making friends, playing sports and not being (slightly 10 pounds overweight) fat. Instead I chose to stay cooped up inside my house for the past few years, just going to school to finish my education instead of using it as an outlet to improve myself and my social life. So you know what, for the past week I've been selling my frigging toy collection and laying off on the video games and trying to slowly stop my nerdy internet habits. I'm trying to uh, be normal again, I guess. I'm just 18 but I seriously feel like I've missed out on a lot of things. This makes me really sad. If only I could go back in time and tell my 6-year old self to "not get addicted to those frigging life ruiners", I would.

Ah well. I unfortunately cannot do that though. I guess I'm just gonna have to try and improve myself little by little. Worse comes to worst, I can just kill myself. Shouldn't be too hard to do.

[Guest]

I just realized how much of a wreck my life is. I could have been out there making friends, playing sports and not being (slightly 10 pounds overweight) fat. Instead I chose to stay cooped up inside my house for the past few years, just going to school to finish my education instead of using it as an outlet to improve myself and my social life. So you know what, for the past week I've been selling my frigging toy collection and laying off on the video games and trying to slowly stop my nerdy internet habits. I'm trying to uh, be normal again, I guess. I'm just 18 but I seriously feel like I've missed out on a lot of things. This makes me really sad. If only I could go back in time and tell my 6-year old self to "not get addicted to those frigging life ruiners", I would.

Ah well. I unfortunately cannot do that though. I guess I'm just gonna have to try and improve myself little by little. Worse comes to worst, I can just kill myself. Shouldn't be too hard to do.

You do social life outside in philippines, in gaming don't forget we got computer cafe's to do multiplayer gaming with friends haha.

Though even back in philippines I'm more into outdoor activities, though angry at the facts most of my friends just go to computer cafe and I mostly hangout with friends in the mall or go someplace to play basketball.

[Canas Renvall]

Worse comes to worst, I can just kill myself. Shouldn't be too hard to do.

If that was meant jokingly, then that's really not funny. Really.

If you were serious, don't do it. You can still make friends, I don't see the problem. And hell, you can have nerdy habits and still have friends. Look at me, I honestly spend a good 6+ hours a day on my laptop/game systems, and I still hang out with my friends a ton. Just yesterday I spent all day with them at the mall and random friends' houses. So you don't have to "quit your nerdy habits" though if it does help then more power to you. You just have to go out there! Good luck to you, sir.

[Alexia_Ashford]

Ah well. I unfortunately cannot do that though. I guess I'm just gonna have to try and improve myself little by little. Worse comes to worst, I can just kill myself. Shouldn't be too hard to do.

Considering I've been in a very similar situation before and know others who have too, I really don't find that very funny and it's a bit disrespectful, to be honest. If you think you've missed out on stuff, then go out of your house and stop missing out on stuff.

[Alexia_Ashford]

I know it's a double post but bleh.. Two separate things really. XD

I'm getting quite annoyed because last week, I booked a driving lesson for this coming Tuesday. I didn't know then that myself and work had got my 2 weeks holiday mixed up so it's actually this week and next that I'm on holiday, not the last 2 weeks as I'd previously thought. I've been trying since Friday to get in touch with him (I found out late Thursday). I've text him, left him 5 missed calls over a period of 4 days, and just phoned and text him again now. No answer. What use is it running your own driving business when you don't even check your mobile phone?

[biohazard_star]

Considering I've been in a very similar situation before and know others who have too, I really don't find that very funny and it's a bit disrespectful, to be honest. If you think you've missed out on stuff, then go out of your house and stop missing out on stuff.

Heh. I guess I was semi-serious at the time I said that. Life has just gotten really dull and lonely. And well, it was just more salt being poured on my wounds when I realized that I was the reason it has always been that way. Well, that and a combination of some external factors, I guess.

Though even back in philippines I'm more into outdoor activities, though angry at the facts most of my friends just go to computer cafe and I mostly hangout with friends in the mall or go someplace to play basketball.

Yea. I wish I had gotten myself into sports when I was younger. Maybe then I'd actually have something to do in my spare time aside from being online all day.

Heck, I would love to try getting into basketball now if there was only somebody who can teach me.

You just have to go out there! Good luck to you, sir.

Haha. Thank you.

[Alexia_Ashford]

Heh. I guess I was semi-serious at the time I said that. Life has just gotten really dull and lonely. And well, it was just more salt being poured on my wounds when I realized that I was the reason it has always been that way. Well, that and a combination of some external factors, I guess.

Only you can change that though. Killing yourself won't mean you'll make anything more interesting, it just means you'll cease to exist so you won't even be conscious to acknowledge any sense of relief or anything whatsoever. If you really feel that down about not going out, the best thing you can do is to go out. If you don't have a job, that'd be the first thing to start looking for because that automatically introduces you to new people. Other than that, there are always social clubs, events, training for all sorts of things (cooking, sports) which also introduce you to people. Gyms and health clubs are a great way to meet people too. When you're sitting in a sauna, it's actually difficult not to talk to people. You just have to think of what you'd actually want to do if you go out, do your homework on that particular subject and then make something of it. Make sure it's something that will keep you interested though so you don't fall into the same bad routines. It can be done because I've done the exact same thing. About 4/5 years ago I'd gotten into really bad habits because of depression, like staying in all the time, being online all the time, only bathing once a week, eating loads of McDonalds, etc. After about a year of never leaving the house, it got the point where I missed going out, missed the daylight (I had a nocturnal sleeping pattern too) and just felt the need to go out again, so one day I decided to head into town with my parents, I stayed up 24 hours to get my sleeping pattern back in routine and went to bed at 10pm, and joined a gym and got a job.

It's never too late to pick up on something you're interested in. Many gyms run sports classes (like basketball, or tennis) so you could learn sports there.